Monday, July 31, 2006

Hello again!


This day was kinda good kinda bad... well, I may start by saying today we cleaned the house, I mean to say that we had to trow away everything we didn't use anymore, it was a total mess... anyway, my room is all neat again, so happy I eat something and come to the computer to chat a little bit in the msn messenger, I noticed 3 pepople added me to their contact lists, it was really weird, it is even bizarre when two people you don't know add you the same day. So this 3 guys want to beat me up 'cause they say I hurt their cousin... that's right, my "Super Ex-Girlfriend" again. Apparently she told them I liked to hurt her feelings, and that during our "rough period" she wanted so bad to talk to me and that I wouldn't talk about it, which is a total lie as it was the other way around. I got really pissed, I really want her to stop her obsession, she's ruining my life!!! Well, so I called her and obliged her to listen to me, and told her everything I thought. "A relationship is based in trust, you didn't believe me there was nothing going on with this girl... a relationship is based in honesty, you wouldn't event talk to me, though you told about this problem everybody else, and third, you are a hipocrite... you told me you wanted to meet the girl and that you liked her, but you told everybody that I pressured you to meet her and that you hated her... we were over, we are over now, so stop it, you are NOT the victim, now I AM, so stop stalking me!" she said she was sorry... like I don't know she just wants me to feel bad and sorry...
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I told another friend, Matilde, I was bi, it came out good. :)
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I had my violin lessons, I like the lessons, I hate my motherfucker cocksucker son of a bitch teacher. :@ I hate him, he thinks I'm going to make my living out of playing violin... I want to be a prosfessional for God's sake and I LOVE my career!!! He also gave me a lot of homework, that along with my college homework mean bye bye vacations... Hes mad and angry and unpatient, I told my mom he was a student too, but he liked to give lessons, she didn't like it and I'm changing accademy :D yay! just one more class with that worm...
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I left 2 seashells outside the house of my friend Bertha after class, she came over just a moment ago to say thanx and to talk about my Emma Thompson problem (yep, yet another "My Super Ex-Girlfriend" reference) She had to go to waking so the visit was quick, but I could tell she was really thankful about the seashells, and I was really realifed to talk to somebody about my bad day. But as Chayenne Kimball says in Hanging On: "I had a bad day... I'm gonna laugh about it!".
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I shall say goodbye, but today I'll leave you with a song that describes me perfectly, if you read its lyrics you'll know exactly how am I.
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Hilary Duff - I AM
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"I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am
I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am
I amI'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am"

2 Comments:

At 6:27 PM, Anonymous JEFV said...

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